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ON YOUR BIRTHDAY...YOU DESERVE THE BEST THING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD..
ALL I HAVE TO GIVE TO YOU AT THE MOMENT IS MY HEART AND THIS BEAUTIFUL LIVEJOURNAL POST.
TO MY RACHEL FORSYTHE HARTING
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS.
o ITS m RACHEL g: sorry, because hes a liar, a scum bag, and frankly, id prefer to be friends with the gum on the bottom of my shoe
goosieloosie73: ohhh SHIT
I LOVE YOU.
ok rache..even though my birthday was like a month ago and we just said all this stuff..its just so beautiful that its worth saying again and again...
our love began in computer class with miss lunsford..ever since then we have grown into bestest friends in the entire world.
i would just like to say that i would have never gotten through some tough times if it werent for you..always there to put a smile on my face and make me laugh.
we have so many memories and so many inside jokes that its just ridiculous.
i have never met anyone like you..not only are you one of the friendliest people in the world..but you are also the one of the only other people i have met also with the LOL disease. lol lol jk jk jk ahha hehel lol
if i ever need you i know you're always there. and i love you.
words just cant express.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR.
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[10 Sep 2005|11:02pm] |
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oooooooooo boy........
well what now?
hmm biznaaaa!
*alex*
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| get er done hockey girls!!!! |
[02 Aug 2005|10:57pm] |
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sooooo...i just got back from university of maryland field hockey camp today!! it was...fun? and hot..but ya know..good times...i dont think ive ever swat? sweated? that much in my entire life..but hey..maybe i lost four pounds..haha sike. but anyway..i had soo much fun with all of you and look forward to our AMAZING season!!!!get em fear factor!
just a few funny memories...
jackie falling in the first five minutes of being there.
carrying all our shit everywhere.
long walks.
food.
amada being stuck behind some smelly ass girl in the elevator and could breathe.
moving mattresses.
trash bag of ice!
hottie baseball boys.
rubber glove hand.
gretchens dog dance.
nicole falling on the mattress like a million times.
crazy hick girls.
"i aperigize"
"i smell like chinese and im fucking indian!!!!"
smelly hockey gear!
bathroom panties incident!! ahh gross!
rachel and i singing on the way to games!
crazy man girl on fear factor..
isa..what else can i say?
uhh..so many more memories..good times.
laguna beach par to the tay at my house on monday!! anyone interested?!
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alex: why is everyone laughing at the stupid hick?
jackie: duh. everyone laughs at fat people
ahh good times..
*ALEX*
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[25 Jul 2005|11:50pm] |
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whoa baby..havent updated this shit in like a year....well soooo much has happened since like march and its all be ca-razy..friends, boyfriends, family..ive seen it all!! and now im a stronger person for all of it....sooo im not going to go into all that..but anyway..summer has been crazy/fun? but..ive been to the beach!! woooohooo!!! then i went to camp!! and that was the most fun ive had in a looong time..like the people there were soo amazing and it was just so easy to be myself. so it was great. came out with a TON of new friends and some other questions about people? kinda confusing...i hate...a lot of stuff..well not hate.just dislike strongly..but anyways..recent events have really made me question friendships..i dont understand people and how they can just do shit like that.im always out there to lend a helping hand and i feel like sometimes no one is there to listen to me...but anyway o jeez.i swear livejournal is wehre everyone gets all their shit out..man i would have soo much more to say..but im not trying to down the mood...but im hoping the rest of the summer will be lots more fun!! and im looking forward to meeting new people...cough. boys. cough..but anways...been hanging out..partaying a lot..fun stuff..jack and i are out with the cool kids..what waht?!
where are we going at 1 am? who cares?!?1 partay!! ahah good times!
pretty woman is my fav.
"big mistake, big, HUGE!!"
EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET TOGETHER AGAIN..SO DIANA AND I WILL PLAN SOMETHING!! BUT WE ALL HAVE TO HAVE A BIG PAR TO THE TAY.!! SOO CALL ME!
so much drama..easier to forget it with happy stuff...kinda..
kady taylor is my girl! I LOVE HER SOO MUCH!
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[16 Mar 2005|09:03pm] |
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so i really dont understand why we cant just say things to each other that we really mean..i would hope that if im acting like a complete something..then my friends would say something..its everyone. i would like to think that if i did that..someone would say something. i know that if i said half of the things i wanted to say to people. i would have no friends. i cant stand it when people lie. it hurts way to much.i'd rather hear the truth that would hurt for like a second rather than a lie that hurts for like ever. i cant stand when people say things they dont mean. rather than lie and make me feel good.why dont you just not say it and save your self and ME the trouble.
it makes me mad how you can just move on like that.
it didnt hurt you all?
maybe im just too sensitive.
*ALEX*
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[09 Mar 2005|08:42pm] |
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well well well..havent updated this thing in a while..nothing way to extraordinary has been happening lately..last weekend was fun..uhh friday night we went to heathers birthday party!! woohoo! happy birthday heather!! that was fun..but way way cold to be playing basketball outside!!ahh it was freezing..but all those macho boys know that i am so way better than them. then after heathers party..me and jackie went down to the blue parrot (downtown..uh oh jackie!!)and saw this band there..like johnny duke and the something..i dont know..but they were really good..and most of them were pretty cute..so that was fun..besides that nasty nasty girl there..she needed to go somewhere with her nasty bucky teeth.or else jackie woulda had to choke a bitch.ahah..then me and jackie went back to her house..just in time for her to fall asleep! gosh! so then i just chatted with chris on the phone for a little bit..then i fell asleep on her HARDWOOD floor..only to wake up to find her life-size poster on top of me..holy shit it scared the daylights out of me..or nightlights i guess cuz it was nighttime...then saturday i came home..and we had our little relay for life meeting at my house..which was pretty good although we didnt accomplish one single thing..besides the pink tigers!..uh oh! then me and jackie went up to the mall...that was real good! she got a lot of cute stuff..i got some stuff.that was fun.."eh should we go in there? uh uh..i dont think so! haha" then walking out of foot locker.."hey baby whats your name?." alex says..omg go! then after that..charley and carl came over and we finally got to see the notebook! which was really really good..even the boys shed a tear!! aww..that was soo cute.then jackie spent the night..and we talked..a lot..o jeez..then sunday..i woke up and had to go to church..talk about awkward situations..only seat left was next to you know who! o man..that was real bad..then. i did homework and all that good stuff..yesterday was good..tennis was fun! o gosh funny stories.. today was good..its all good..haha
ok so im now FINALLY. FINALLY. realizing that you are the one with the problem not me! finally i see that i only did what i could and if it wasnt good enough than thats your problem not mine. its finally almost ok with me. and that feels good to say that
jackie: so i just told her what i thought!
all i have to say is GOD DAMN
good times..
*ALEX*
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[28 Feb 2005|08:59pm] |
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o man..this weekend was not as good as last..but i made some money uh oh!!!!on friday night..brien called..but decided to go bowling..gay..so we decided to go to the movies with sami, mike m. and arielle.and some girls from brandywine. we saw cursed..which was real real gay. it wasnt even scary at all ..it was just gay. but i did realize one thing during the movie. I LOVE big black ladies so much! p my gosh.this lady sitting next to me.was so so so so so funny.o my god. everything that came out of her big mouth was soo funny! "dont do it captain!" "honey just drop your fuckin bag and run the hell out of there!! fo' get you man!"...so yea the movie was gay..but the lady was cracking me up..then after the movie we fit 10 people into a small little car thats only supposed to be for four people..to quote myself "we're doing this mexican style ladies!"..so then we went back to sami's house! and that was really really fun.o gosh i havent seen or talked to her in forever! so i was really happy about that..charley called and sami was like you have a sexy voice! o god..i almost died! but it was really funny so that was good..then on saturday we left. and i babysat that night..for kids who make fun of me..wow that was not fun..but i watched the sixers game and they were supposed to be wonderful with chris webber..but they lost! good job..jeez louise..then sunday we went to rachels dads work.and put easels on the backs of posters..which was fun!haha..we had a good time laughing, singing, talking, looking at the cute boy!! uh oh jackie! RIP, STICK, PRESS, PASS!! that was fun...then today we got out of school early and jackie and i went out to lunch and then to target! which is my favorite store! that was fun..now im here watching the best show ever! the bachelorette!! omg! shes finding a man!!! woohoo! but i was just talking to jackie and i am soo soo soo mad! omgosh! omgosh! she is def. on the list. omg we are going to smuther her with leather! eat some meant biatch! jeez louise! whatever whatever whatever! omg! omg! im so so angry. whatever.
rachel- here you go. you better do this in yours.
rachel is amazing! she is soo funny! and any guy should be glad to go out with you!!!!! you are def. so so great! and boys are silly sometimes so dont worry about it! i loveyou rachel forever and forever!
chris-im not telling you..and im not lying! so whatever on you buddy!!!
jackie- SHES ON THE LIST! ok..how do i tell you this? do do do do..well hahahahah that was great! i loveyou!!!
is it better to lie to protect someone..or should they know the truth?
ahh toughy!!
"so what the hell am i supposed to do
you only wanted things i couldnt give to you
and you had it all anyway."
*ALEX*
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[23 Feb 2005|07:43pm] |
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for once..thank the lord...anyway the rest of this weekend was a lot of fun..friday night jackie and i went over to dianas house! we came late in the middle of saw! omg so nasty and soo scary..but im sure it was a good movie..after that we just kinda hung around..trevin ate some fish food..they played the piano..good times..then when all the boys left we had GIRLS NIGHT! which was soo fun..we talked..compared rachel! ell oh ell! and you are bigger whatev!!! haha..just kidding I LOVE YOU! then we all watched the notebook! omg best movie ever..at the end we could barely hear it because everyone was crying way to loud! whoa tear jerker! that was fun..then we chatted for a little bit about stuff...and we all fell asleep..saturday i woke up and went to my brother and sister's basketball games which was fun..then saturday night we went over to trevins house and chilled there..that was fun..sorry for forgetting my bathing suit..that would not have been a pretty sight anyway! ahaha! but we did watch the slam dunk contest or whatever..that was good..then we left...sunday i went up to my cousins house for the birthday party which was good..then later that night me and jackie and diana went over to RACHES! house for a much needed sleepover! it was sooo sooo ssooo soo fun! omg! talking and trying on clothes..dancing..talking talking..BEAUTY AND THE BEAST! O GOD! THAT IS SOO GOOD! AND RACHE YOU KNOW OUR DANCE IS AMAZING!!!! ITS SOO GREAT! it fits right with the words!!! then on monday we woke up to find that rachels cat left us a surprise!! yay! that was just wonderful! it got on your homecoming dress and my sweatshirt!! aww!!! pobresitas!!!! then we finished watching the beauty and the beast..and stripped?? ell oh ell..and cleaned your room in like two seconds!!! that was soo good!!! then the rest of my moday was boring..then tuesday was gay..and today was really good!!!! so much good happened today! yay! im happy!!! word! l and l fight and be a war..at mount! yay! that was good!!
jackie- go ikea go ikea!! word to wilmington!
goosieloosie73: that is 30 lols!
goosieloosie73: thats a lot of laughing out loud!
cherrigurl37: in like a 5 minute convo!
cherrigurl37: there is NO way hes laughing that much
i love rachel!!
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
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[18 Feb 2005|03:16pm] |
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well well well...this week was pretty good..tuesday jackie made me go work out with her..i guess she thinks im getting fat..o boy..but anyway her and brynne were all serious and were like we are working out! ya! me and rachel got in there with our 5 pound weights and lunges..yea man! that was def a good work out! this guy came over and asked if we could pick up the 50 pound weight.i was like of course i can..and tried to pick it up and preceeded to knock over like 3 weights in the process..he was like put it down baby! hahah that cracked me up! then last night was thursday and me and jackie took her neice and her neice's bitchy friend and these kids to the movies..they were like in 7th grade and were real gay..i felt like i was babysitting their butts..they were real gay..bitches couldnt even keep any of their dumb food in the bucket..god how gay can you get..then after that me and jackie came back to my house and she slept over here which was fun.even though she fell asleep in the middle of the best show ever..SNL!! then this morning we woke up and hung out blah blah blah..then we challenged my brother to a basketball match! yea man! i def. won with my mad white girl skills...haha go me! i beat jackie and my brother..waht now?! now were just hanging out and figuring out when and where the concert is tonight so we can go! if anyone is doing anything.call me!!! advice is appreciated..
amanda- dont worry about all those people..you know how you felt and whatever..dont worry about it
becca-i love you! that was wonderful..
did you just throw something at me??
no bitch!
*ALEX*
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[14 Feb 2005|07:42pm] |
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omfg the same thing happened to me jackie! holy jeez..well anyway today was valentines day! and that was fun..but it didnt really feel like it..i dont know why..i guess no one cared..whatever.im not worried about it i guess? this weekend was good..friday night was fun..then saturday my whole family came over and wouldnt leave..jeez..but that was ok because me and jackie and abby watched the notebook! one of my new favorite movies!! woohoo! that was soo cute! i love it! me and jackie sobbed our eyes out and ab was the only one not to cry! way to be strong!!!after that i talked to charley for a while..then they started watching another movie but it was real gay so i fell asleep in like five seconds..sunday i didnt really do anything..i accomplised my goals for the day however! i didnt go to church and i did my homework! woohoo! what an over achiever i am i know!..this week has been going pretty good..we got our valentines today..that was fun! well i hope i can figure this out..im so confused all the time..not sure wheather to laugh or what..whatever..ill figure it out soon enough..i guess..whoa i have no idea what im talking about! i guess thats about it for now..if anyone has any advice.it would be greatly appreciated..
becca! you will look just bea-utiful with your braces dont worry about it because i will always be the true brace face! after all i had them for two and a half years!!yes ma'am!
i read this in a magazine..i thought it was cute..
which is worse?
liking your best friends ex or having your best friends ex like you?
saying something you wish you hadnt or saying nothing when you wish you had?
your crush liking your best friend or not liking the person that likes you?
boys feet or boys' hairy legs?
jackie:dance you freaking crap bucket!
alex: excuse me! his name is robo-sapien!
good times
*ALEX*
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this week was good..helped stan and brynne out at lunches for the kbg thing..sending valentines which was a lot a lot of fun..aww valentines day is soo cute..too bad..well i wont go there too long and too confusing..anyway last night was the valentines dance! everyone looked soo cute! dee..i loved that shirt..rache nice skirt...everyone looked soo festive in their pink and red!lol and jackie you know that black is also a valentines color..lol..the dance was a lot of fun..and no im not on crack.i was just having fun..lol..then we went to charcoal pit and ate! woohoo! after that jackie and liann and me went to jackies house and finally had the SLEEPOVER that took forever to happen..whoa we talked about soo much..to bad i had to fall asleep right in the middle of my love horoscope..hope thats not a bad sign..lol good times..today nothing really is going on..hopefully something tonight..call me later..
Ms. Trojan: girls did you see me????? i was doing the cha-cha!
Jackie: o gosh..i bet it was good!
Alex: i bet not!!!
*ALEX*
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[07 Feb 2005|06:07pm] |
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this weekend was a lot of fun..uhh friday night jackie and i had to sell tickets to the boys basketball GAMES!! not one but two! we had to sit out at that table for like 3 hours no joke! o my gosh.it was the longest three hours of my life..how many minutes have passed? wow! three whole minutes since i last looked!wow..that was really bad.but we got to see some of the end of the varsity game..good job guys! and no i do not like your sweaty hands johannes.anyway after the game jackie and i came home and then brian called and invited us over to charlies..we went over there and played air hockey and hung out..it was a lot of fun..then jackie came back to my house and we both fell asleep in like 2 seconds..good job jackie!..saturday.we went SHOPPING! we went everywhere and it was a lot of fun..then saturday night we called nicole and she came over and spent the night..which was soo much fun! except for the fact that i was in the middle of talking to her and she decides to go and fall asleep on me..jeez louise..thats ok..we got up and did stuff..got ready for the superbowl party..then later my aunts came over and we watched the first half of the game..then i went to church to watch the rest of the game which was really fun! then after a disappointing loss..i came home and went to sleep..this was the year we could have won! ah jeez..o well..today was a good day..went to school got out of lunch period to go help brynne and stan hand out valentines..good times..then thats about all for today.i dont know what im going to do..brynne..dont worry about it! boys are losers sometimes! and i have no idea what im going to do..sometimes it feels like everything is about to break.
ALex: "whoa i really dont want to get hit with the kerf ball"
Jackie: "you idiot it's a nerf ball"
Alex: "o jeez..duh.thats what it is..well i still dont want to get hit!"
*ALEX*
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[03 Feb 2005|05:05pm] |
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well...this week has been interesting..i dont know what im realizing but its something..something i cant put my finger on it..i dont know..its weird.anyways i think gym is offically the funniest class in the whole entire world! well not funny..but i thought it was..monday some girl like got hit out and then smacked her head on the bleachers..im sorry but it was soo soo funny..shes ok though thats the only reason its funny.then yesterday this kid got hit in the face..it was really funny.god im soo mean..well not really but some people seem to think so..maybe i just dont see it..whatever..o yea i really love the ketchup smell permanetly in my shoe! thanks trev! thats soo nice..amanda! you def. didnt dribble on your shirt! that was taylor! haha soo funny..but kinda gross..anyway today jackie and i stayed after to wactch the freshman game..they were really good! that little short boy was very nice! jackie he def. wanted your number..he looked like ben! i miss him!! and you know that boy would be soo cute when his eye gets better..CHEEKS! o gosh we werent even looking at his butt!jackie feel better!!!! i guess thats about it for now..maybe ill start my homework. i need to figure this out..something is going on..i have no idea.
another edition of the ingenious words spoken by the jacqueline kathleen kelly
"ok so most of them were 50-yarders..wait wait..number 22...hey! hes up close and still cute! what a good sign"
*ALEX*
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[31 Jan 2005|06:21pm] |
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Well well..what else is new? today was a regular monday..school school..blah blah..me and jackie put rachel's coat in mrs. mcvey's closet..funny at the time..guess not to funny to her..silly you can get it back!! its ok..and thanks sean for blowing my cover!! jeez louise...anyways then i came home from school and chatted on the telephone and procrastinated again and again and finally fished my homework!what now charlie?!!?!? wooohoo! this girl did her homework and its not even 8 o'clock! alright well thats about it for right now..talking on the phone with the jacqueline kelly..wow the world would be great if WE ran it!!
the ingenious words of jacqueline kathleen kelly
"its not even worth wasting my time on you..its all about me..fuck me! not even you!"
spoken like a champion
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[30 Jan 2005|06:00pm] |
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well..this weekend was fun. friday it took me like a thousand hours to clean my room! jeez louise..anyway then friday night justin picked me up and we went and got jackie and that jordan kid and went to the movies and saw white noise! holy god.it was scary. jackie cried the whole time hehe..but thats ok..then we went to charcoal pit! and saw SOPHIA!! o man! i miss her soo much!!! then saturday i went to my sister's basketball game.then my brothers..then we went to my cousins birthday party only to find that the police decided to come visit..haha good times standing out on the porch going "NO ONE IS HOME!! WHY ARE YOU HERE?!?!!?" ahha..anyway..today was kinda of a waste of my time..thats ok..jeez louise..i dont know if it's me that people odnt want to be friends with..or if it's them..someone let me know! because im not sure how long i can stay feeling like this..
*ALEX*
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Well today was the last day of midterms...today was spanish..all i had to do was go in and turn in my project. and we just kinda sat there and did nothing. 2 hours of my life i can never get back! WHAT A WASTE OF MY TIME!! ah well...but then after that me and jackie went back to her house and watched dawsons creek!! MY FAVORITE SHOW IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!! what? what? then after that justin picked us up and we went to the store. and then went to mcdonalds and we ate mcflurrys and french fries..then i came home and got ready for the indoor game. only to find htat when i got there i would feel soo sooo sick..i could barely run. but anyway indoor was ok considering and then i came home and showered and here i am. ah man my life is sooo exciting!!!! but anyways. my "friends" taht have been acting ca-razy lately have not been any better..i guess its not their fault but come on now??? do you really not want to be friends with me that much? am i really that bad? o well..loveyou all! well most of you..
*ALEX*
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[26 Jan 2005|04:55pm] |
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well alrighty then! i have a new livejournal!! woohoo! but i must say that is one is way easier to spell and much prettier thanks to jackie!!! well midterms have been this week..humm..not to bad..science-failed..history-eh..english-i dont know..math-whoa failed it. anyway this week has been kinda crazy..certain people have been acting really really weird. i hope they realize that we are their real friends.and when they lose us.they are going to be out of luck. they are like omg. we are new best friends..you know what im talking about. well whatever..if you dont want to be friends with me anymore then why dont you say it..im soo happy i got a livejournal..watch me do the thing i did last time and forget to update it..eh o well. alright well i have to go finish my spanish project that should have been done a week ago..ah jeez. story of my life. a big procrastinator!!!! loveyou all!!!
*ALEX*
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